Thursday, July 26, 2007

Blind Faith



God speaks so mightily to me through my children.

He does it subtly at first so I don't realize it, then He hits me over the head..."Hello Kathryn, this is God and I am speaking to YOU"

This morning was a perfect example.

I had to register the boys for Kids Klub, the after school program, yes BOTH boys because my baby will be in kindergarten.

So I drop Alex off and Michael and I head over to Community Education off George Bush Drive.

Now every month when I pay the bill it is a big deal for Michael because we pull right up in front of the little building on Timber and he jumps out and puts the envelope in the slot. That is what he is used to...this is what he expects.

This morning was different because half of College Station was registering their kids at 7:30 in the morning. We had to park around the corner in front of the Barbara Bush Center.

We get out of the car and Michael is insisting that this is not right...we are not in the right place...I have made some horrible mistake and he doesn't know where he is. I really thought he was going to panic.

I kept telling him it is ok...we just had to park far away...I know where I am...don't worry.

He kept going on...

Finally I had to stop, get down in his face and say "Michael, I am the parent and you are the child. I know where I am going, you just need trust me, follow me and stop arguing".

Wham...2x4 right over the head!!

How many times had God said that to me.

He is the Father and I am the child. He knows where He is taking me, I just need to follow Him and stop arguing.

When we let go of the reigns and TOTALLY trust Him, He will take us exactly where we are supposed to go.

When we argue, He usually gets us to the same spot, only the ride is not nearly as fun!

Praise God for the ride of my life...

Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. Hebrews 11:1

7 Comments:

Blogger Lisa Smith said...

Not trusting is not only a painful ride but also one with far less blessings. Let's just joyfully obey without questioning!

July 26, 2007 at 10:03 PM  
Blogger SaraEaker said...

WOW! Goosebumps! I miss all your mom learning moments...is it time for hope group yet?!? Love you and your boys!

July 26, 2007 at 10:07 PM  
Blogger Kathryn, Michael and Alex said...

Praise the Lord that He pours out those blessings Lisa!!!

Sara, I am so ready for HOPE group. I miss you and can't wait to hug your neck!!

July 26, 2007 at 11:21 PM  
Blogger Jennifer Bacak said...

Emma is also in this stage where she is always questioning if we are driving in the right direction...if we know where we're going...that she thinks we're going the wrong way. How annoying this is! But that is just like us! We need to be reminded too! Like in Isaiah 45:11-12
"Do you question what I do? Do you give me orders about the work of my hands? I am the one who made the earth and created people to live on it. With my hands I stretched out the heavens. All the millions of stars are at my command."
We forget who God is sometimes. Thanks for that Kathryn!
jenn

August 2, 2007 at 11:55 AM  
Blogger Ryan Price said...

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August 3, 2007 at 2:09 PM  
Blogger Ryan Price said...

It's been a while since I stopped by this blog and read through some of your challenging posts...

I like this one... and I like your family!

August 3, 2007 at 2:10 PM  
Blogger Whitney said...

kathryn, i will see you this saturday for the wedding of our dear friends! i love you and i have so much to tell you! expect a phone call soon! LOVE YOU!

WHIT

August 5, 2007 at 11:10 AM  

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